Broken outside broken inside

I’m in a bad place now,

This is where you led me.

You said you’d show me heaven.

Why, why lie?

These were dark times and

Life’s journey had made me

Lose my way. This Hell

Whent on, day after day.

The mask you wore was

Summers sun. But the winter of my life was

Soon to come.

Why, why did you change this way?

How many where there?

Which one told you to do the

Things you did?

For Gods sake, I was just a kid!

I was soft like putty for you to mould,

Did everything that I was told.

The perfect girl for you took shape.

So young, so stupid.

What a mistake.

I t was such a long, long time.

Your mask was slipping,

I could see it crack, it was breaking up.

Falling apart.

I saw it all whilst you were killing

My heart.

You were ill! Why couldn’t I see that?

All of you were ill, Inside of there.

Inside the darkness of your twisted mind.

Just a few more drinks. Just one more sniff.

I look the other way.

I know your going to make me pay!

Who do i see now? Is it you, the one with

Summers smile, or another dark one,

Locked in there?

Again you left me with a little token

Say’s I to the doc