I’m in a bad place now,
This is where you led me.
You said you’d show me heaven.
Why, why lie?
These were dark times and
Life’s journey had made me
Lose my way. This Hell
Whent on, day after day.
The mask you wore was
Summers sun. But the winter of my life was
Soon to come.
Why, why did you change this way?
How many where there?
Which one told you to do the
Things you did?
For Gods sake, I was just a kid!
I was soft like putty for you to mould,
Did everything that I was told.
The perfect girl for you took shape.
So young, so stupid.
What a mistake.
I t was such a long, long time.
Your mask was slipping,
I could see it crack, it was breaking up.
I saw it all whilst you were killing
You were ill! Why couldn’t I see that?
All of you were ill, Inside of there.
Inside the darkness of your twisted mind.
Just a few more drinks. Just one more sniff.
I look the other way.
I know your going to make me pay!
Who do i see now? Is it you, the one with
Summers smile, or another dark one,
Locked in there?
Again you left me with a little token
Say’s I to the doc“Can you fix me? I’m broken”.