my heart breaks abit more.

my heart breaks abit more

as i rip the blade across my wrist

people call me silly

people say im stupid

but they dont understand

all my reasons, for im breaking inside

threatened every second

bashed everyday

i cant help but wonder why

why do i deserve this

what have i done

but i guess im just destined for misery

my life isnt easy

i stare into space for hours on end

dripping invisible tears down my cheek

silence is all you would hear

because you dony understand

my heart breaks abit more