what if i said.

what if i said i loved you?

what if thou heart was true

what if i said please don't let go of this

but my heart already hath lost you

what if i said this hurts?

more than your soul could ever imagine

you're my bestfriend, you're my keeper

you werent supposed to date my friend!

my tears, my hate, my rage, my sadness!

it's all to much

pen to paper i scribble it down

i know this might not make sense to you all, this writing on a website.

but this hurt inside, i loved you!

and now look, fuck.