I close my eyes to find some relieve in the darkness
I feel it pounding in my chest
Shaking me, to get out
But I just breath and push it down deeper.
I cant let it out
It took me forever
To hide it deep down inside of me.
The pounding gets harder as
I feel him tearing at my insides,
My blood boiling,
The pressure unbearable
An uncomfortable laugh escapes from within me,
my breathing shallow now,
I think I have it under control,
I think I won.
I open my eyes to the world, and
I look up into the mirror
But my eyes are not my own
And my smile, is a mere smirk
Off something evil that has come out to play.