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My Questionable Insanity

Poetry By: SynethGurl
Poetry


This is for my Ex who i got back with over 10 times but i still love him forever this is after we broke up for good and i talked to him one night he wouldn't say much so i wrote this.


Submitted:Nov 11, 2010    Reads: 54    Comments: 0    Likes: 0   


Sometimes talking to you makes me think i am insane...its like talking to a brick wall but i try my hardest to knock it down. Sometimes I question all the shit i would do for you even if it meant giving up my own life to make you happy cause i love you so much. If taking away my life and not ever being in the picture again would make you smile i would do it just for that brief little smile that would appear on your face. It hurts me so much that you treat me differently no matter how much i care for you, you push me away refusing to even look at me. It hurts so much i cry my eyes out but you just walk away , it doesnt matter that your the first thing i think about when i wake up and the last thing at night. Waking up is the hardest thing i do now cause i have to go through all the daily routines trying so hard not to show emotion cause it gives people ammo to ask me questions like i want to go through that. Yess i am quite insane cause its nerve racking how much i break down at the thought of you.




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