All I want to do is finally let go
But a voice inside keeps telling me no.
I keep playing the sweet tune of your heart in my head.
But with the solemn joy comes pain instead.
I gave you my heart, I gave you my soul.
When you left came too a giant hole.
A hole inside longing to be filled up.
A hole that sits like an empty cup.
Filled up with your love, I could fly high.
Now an empty heart keeps making me cry.
I'm scared to look for I fear I won't find
Someone like you to give me peace of mind.
I'm holding on to what I hope is my fate
And I'm praying to God that you are my mate.
You're the only one who makes me happy inside.
But now from my emotions I am forced to hide.
How can I try to get over you?
When all I want is for you to love me too.
I hope inside for your sweet embrace
But I'd settle now for a smile upon your face.
I think of living without you for years
But the very thought only brings me to tears.
O how solemn to have loved and lost!
Losing you came with such an awful cost.
O to love how I yearn!
O of love what am I to learn?
Is love what made a thousand cries?
Or is love what I feel when I look into your eyes?
Why, O God, does she not love me?
Open her eyes so she can see,
See the love we share for thee.
O God, please say it was meant to be.