I'm in a room
In an
Orphanage
A beautiful woman
stands
right above me
Staring at me
With those eyes
Those eyes of love
She picks
Me up
She hugs me
Caresses me
Embraces me
Her heart
that warm heart
radiates
with love.
Never
have I
felt this
feeling before
I want time
to stop
forever
I cry
i want to be here
forever.
Then suddenly
everything changes
I'm in a car
the same
woman
is driving.
"I am so glad"
she says to me
"that we adopted you
you're all
I've wanted"
I question her
I want to know
"where did I come from"
I say
She ingnores me,
as usual
Why won't she
tell me
what does
she have
to hide
I get mad.
I kick my feet
against the back
of her seat.
She turns around
she looks at me
with those eyes
"please calm down honey"
she says
She turns
back around
She screams
I scream
then the car
swerves
And everything
goes black.
Once again
everything changes
I'm in a kitchen
She's standing there
the same woman.
She's staring at me
Where those once
loving eyes were
are now eyes of hatred,
I stand
not to far
from her.
I have a knife
in my hand
"do it" she hisses
"throw it you
son of a bitch
this is all your
fault anyway.
You and your
stupid little
fit in
the car.
You caused this."
I want to throw it
I want to kill her
Punish her
Make her suffer
for all that
she put
me through.
But what is holding
me back
I take control
I throw it
The blade
makes its
way towards
her stomach.
She suddenly
moves.
She catches it
then throws
it back.
It slowly
so slowly
makes it way
right between
my eyes.
I move
It slices
my forehead.
Blood splatters
everywhere.
I lay there
crying
She stands
above me crying
" I'm so sorry"
I barely hear
her say.
Then everything
goes black.
I wake up
with a starle.
Sweat drips
down
my face.
I think
How?
How could
such a beautiful
loving, caring
person turn
into such a
Beast
With such hatred
with such disgust
It seems
seems so
impossible.
Wait a minute,
I think
That's why.
The car
The accident
The screams
Then the change
such a change.
I yawn,
then
drift off
again.
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