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This how you feel when you get your heart broken and you don't find someone beside you !

Submitted:Nov 5, 2011    Reads: 85    Comments: 39    Likes: 12   

Alive with sorrow for one more day that's an accomplishment
You say I'm really ugly, thank you, dear for the compliment
I wish you could feel me with my dead lust
I have a heart, i forgot...now i have to blow the dust
My life is just a dead queen without crown
I enjoy wearing my tears, as I'm already drown
I'm not perfect as they want me to be
I got a company, a lot of tears as you see
I'm sick of hearing that I'm not what they need
At least can they look at my arms that bleed
They ask me where's your smile...I say I only have my pout
They tell me that tomorrow will be better, but I really doubt
They wonder why am I too pessimistic
I'm sorry I just love being a little bit realistic
For them love is just a dead cloud flies at blue skies
but for me..it's just a walker in the funreal of angel who dies
Will you leave me alone...I have a pillow which hears my tears
I don't need you to hug me...I love to sleep alone with my own fears
I don't need you to treat me like I'm so pathetic
I'm just writing about my miserable life..it's so poetic
I'm alive in darkness without candles and I'm not afraid
I serve sorrow, as it calls me its favorite maid
I live my favorite nightmares while I'm awake
My reality is just another dream which is fake
I'm alive then dead then alive then dead....it's just a tournament
those were my dead thoughts...I'm sorry for the disappointment


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