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Shed a tear for you my dear

Poetry By: totallysd
Poetry



Just how I've been feeling lately


Submitted:Jun 18, 2013    Reads: 192    Comments: 1    Likes: 2   


Shed a Tear for you my Dear

A false smile

A lie because of you

I am not okay

No matter how hard I try.

I've been beaten, bruised and battered

I never shed a tear.

I ended what I had with you

I lost my only wish that had come true.

Now I stay up late

Waking before dawn

My eyes are filled with tears for you

My one and only love

I've never shed as many tears

As the ones I shed for you.

I wish I could prevent

Stop these pointless feelings

The reason I'm so scared

I never wanted to lose you.

But you're gone now

There is no going back

The feeling of a broken heart

The empty space inside of me.

I feel like I still need you

Can't breathe without you here

No matter the deception

I'm still in love with you.

I cry myself to sleep

Wake with cheeks already wet

I want these feelings to go away

Why can't I just escape?

I miss the sound of your voice

All thoughts of you just hurt

I wish I could prevent it

But, I shed a tear for you my dear.

I want to hideaway

I hate this constant lying

Even though you're far away

You still own every part of me.

Leave my thoughts

Stay out of my dreams

Please don't bring me nightmares

I just want to be free.

It's ridiculous

The amount of pain you've caused.

Tore me from my family

Left me like I was worth nothing.

I'm sick with guilt

And hurt with regret

Why do I keep shedding these tears for you?

I should hate you

Wish you'd never be back

Why is everything the opposite, why can't you let me be?

Left for nothing

Hated and forgotten

I still can't believe the pain

Lonely and lost without you.

But still every time I think of you

I shed a tear for you

And every time I try to forget

Something brings you back.

I'll shed my last tear for you my dear

Someday this will be done

My heart still aches for your love

But I know this had to be done





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