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I wrote this right from my head. my friend,he is a rapper, he thinks it could be a rap but idk. i just wrote it down. its the only way i can get it out


Submitted:Nov 17, 2011    Reads: 6    Comments: 1    Likes: 1   


My heads spinning

My stomachs turning

My eyes are burning

and im screaming

my wrist are bleedin

Why daddy!?

i cant believe it!

im thinkin

but all thats commin

is your broken promises!

gawd i think im insane

cuz everytime i think of you

i laugh!

I think its funny on how i looked up to ya

i couldnt wait for you

to get out of jail

but now

now my heart is full of hate

all of my love for you

is now out of date

i fucken hate you daddy!

go to hell?

yea ill met you there!

fuck off was my last words to you

gawd!

i see you made your desicion

damn

i guess your going to be going around

spitting out lies

while people actully believe it

but i know better

because all those promises you told me

they are like broken glass

fuck! i think im going insane

ima explode!!!!

why dont you look in the mirror?

and break that damn thing

then take the sharpest piece

then think of my life

your daughters life!

then put it to your wrist

and slice!

yea feel the pain i felt

no wait you cant!

cuz cutting myself was the only way out!

damn if only you saw the scares you made

not only physically but

mentally

emotionally!

blood

tears

blade

and scars

thats all you eva gave me daddy!

i fucken hate you!

why do you have to be my god dang biological dad!?

and i cant belive

when you told me you loved me

i did something stupid and believed you!





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