heart devides

Heart divides,

Love decides.

What to do now,                 

I’m not in the mood to row.

I miss the life,

Without a knife.

To slit my wrists,

Love insists.

Since he never cared at all,

I only feel the black hole.

I pay in blood,      

Rooms a flood.

Of all the tears I cry,

Why should I try?

To remember the past,

Or even the last.

The last guy I ever had,

It’s the first that makes me sad.

6 years,

Another 2 to stop the tears.

I’m over it,

Only a little bit.