Sun shining threw,another day under pressure. Cold chill of tension
no love left in life to mention, Just the opposite even lesser....
no smile of happiness, or note on the dresser. Time still moves
forward just without a director. Another breath of smoke tightening
my chest tell I choke, exhale to the inescapable understanding,
what i was before has been broke. sickness of habit overwhelms Any
chance of Hope. Swallowing me whole an exsistance of a joke.
Loneliness is company in the thoughts Of my head, Knowing what
happens next like a book iv already read. The nights moon shines
threw with dread, Of another day approaching. How can i stand when
my life is corroding! Feelings of worthlessness and regrets hunt me
everyday.No matter what I do they never leave all the way. For All
the wrong I've done i feel the devil on my back and with no place
to run Hes pulling me threw hells cracks. Clarity comes along
rarely With no path drawn. there was So much lost what's left to be
found. How to be strong in a society that wants you weak? Every
success ever accomplished now feels incomplete. Memories of better
days in the back of my mind. Harder to recall they have all gone
blind. So I inhale and exhale to forget the time.
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