here I am alone at least no friends around me no body found me the knife in my hand stained with blood. it was my blood i wanted to end it all the kids at school call me Faggit and bitch loser, shithead and dick I wish they were dead but i cant bring myself to do it so i cut i cut and let the blood drain i let my life go to was i cut so that everyone will one day see that i wasnt jokeing about trying to get rid of me. i cut deeper and deeper each day playing with death is not a fun game yes i did it more and more i cut untill i hit the core and if you do not belive me ask my mom and she will tell where she had to bury her baby