im thinking of you till it hurts every second I miss you all i wish to do is kiss you I want you here I want you near. this hole inside me will be at bay. I cant go one day with out thinking of you. i miss you till it hurts it burns inside me like a fire like a demon that rips apart the souls of the ones that are lonely. I need to cool I need to chill this fire in me won't stay still I stand up from my lonely and desolate place and walk. blinded by your love I walk into the fog of the outside world looking seeking you it gets colder and colder as I walk drifting farther away from a place I call home scared and sad I slowly give up hope of seeing you. it begins to snow around me drawing me into a colder and darker place as day turns to night and night turns to day I walk in search of you. I look towards the light that i have been fallowing as it has not changed it is the only thing that gives me hope in the dark and murky place. I have lost all strength to walk or even stand I am walking on love my one last hope. Finally I collapse I felt as if I lost you it hurt so bad. I lay there surrounded by fog and no one will see me again. I close my eyes and began to drift away. Meanwhile you stand at the other end of the fog waiting for me exactly where I asked you to at the start of the fog you can see a light as you wait on the promise I made I can see you standing there and a rush of energy runs though me. I stand up and began to walk than jog finally I ran this new found strength I could not explain until I realized it wasn't new found at all. it was in me the whole time. it was love. and finally I realized what love truly was. it was that strength that gave you light when you are dark the star that guides you in the night it is power and wisdom it is that even when your body cant stand it your spirit takes over. Love is the ability to make the ultimate sacrifice for the person you love. finally i made it though i saw you standing there your lips quivering you saw me my body broken my legs weak my heart high and you run to me. the moment we touch my body gave way and i fell but you caught me and sat me down in your lap i looked at you my lips blue my hair a mess this is not how I wanted you to see me you did not judge you did not quake you saw the true love in my heart and now you are showing yours by walking though your own fog one far worst one where you see the one you love hurt and you can not sacrifice anything to stop it...