I was there when you cried every single time
I was a victom of your lies.
I stood up for you when the world was against you.
And I made realize that even angles later die.
just becuase of that one night doesn't mean you have to think suscide.

Through pain and sarrow 
Wind and rain...
Yeah i know that same old game.
You wanna bleed you wanna die.. But you know if you surrender it will be a lie.
you think that no one in the world can hear the cry...
think no one would notice if you die?

Take the blade and force it thorugh your soul.
we all know its your only goal.
I gave you trust .. i gave you love..
But the only thing you wanted was a loaded gun.
so live in sarrow and wonder why 

I've learned to know 

Your love was my Suscide.