You're stuck in the darkness.
I'm dragging you out.
You're pulling me in.
Into the unknown route.
The noises are coming.
They're swarming inside my head.
I wanna do so many things.
That may make me turn up dead.
The weight of your problems on top of my shoulders.
But I'm blocked off from solutions by two giant boulders.
Choices keep running all over the place.
But my feet won't move, I can't win the race.
I'm done watching you sink into the cold pit.
I'm done extending my hand just to watch you throw a fit.
I'm done having you pull me down there with you.
I'm done having to listen to you lie, just to get the truth.
Who careds what other people think?
They're not you; they don't care what you do.
You need to ignore; to just pushed them away.
But you just cut your wrists, and here I see you lay.
It's not changing a thing; I don't think you understand.
It's not making you better; you need to take a stand.
The hardships that you go through; they're hard I know.
But don't think you're the only one who has pain they need to show.
I can't afford to hurt myself more.
I can't afford to hold you up anymore.
You need to realize, it's gonna be this way your whole life.
And nobody will stand by you when you take out the knife.
I keep thinking it will come back; for you a normal life.
That maybe I won't keep having to pretend that you're still really my friend.
Because you just keep hurting me; using me like a pup.
I'm getting so tired; I have to stop holding you up.
I'm really very sorry; but you're hurting me every day.
Every hour, every minute, I'm trying to hide the pain.
But I stick with you, because I'm sure that it will mend.
But I just can't take it anymore; I can't keep being your friend.
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