This Cant be the End

I remember the first time we kiss
on that old broken down porch step
I was too damn anxious to see it through
those days can't be gone, that's a dagger to accept.



It's hard for me to say it, what do i need to prove ?
you got a new man in your life; what am I to do ?
It's all my fault I pushed you out the door
little did i no it would haunt me even more.


Pillow fights we had were epic
your facial expressions were to cute
every time you looked at me I felt in this world
the complexion you smile made me tongue gasped mute.


Something about you changed me I wish I could of seen
this can't be forever, you cant be gone
it's like an twinkie without the feeling it's not very keen
I no there's someone out there, but I'm not ready to move on.


I sit in ashes. you feel like burning inside
you sit and hold yourself trying to come together
as her memories are losing grip, you try to subside
She will hold a piece of me always and forever.