I'm so sick of bad things

befalling me.

What have i done?

What is wrong with me?

How come,

all the bad things

happen to me?

And all of the sad things?

Why can't I be happy?

Why can't I be free?

Will it always be,

poor heart-broken me?

All that I love,

all that I adore,

I get a little taste,

leaves me wanting more.

It hurts so much,

to think of her alone with him.

My mouth goes dry,

eye-sight grows dim

So close

yet so far away

can't even touch her

though I see her every day

I can't stand it

so far and so close

sitting, dreaming, wishing

look at that innocent pose

so much sad

so much pain

all of these thoughts

running in my brain

son much pain

so much hurt

thrust into the fire

my soul is burnt

burnt within

burnt without

Do I love her?

without a doubt.

Without a doubt,

I love her true

He doesn't care about you

like I do

So lonely and depressed

always so sad

so much hurt

and always so mad

Just seeing her

makes me wanna cry.

The pain gets so bad

I just wanna die