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I'm awful at writing these, all I can say is that I was mad.

Submitted:Aug 18, 2011    Reads: 12    Comments: 0    Likes: 1   

You're not here and you don't really even care.
You need to stop lying.
Just shut up and go away.
I know you don't care.
I hate you.
Get out of my life.
I don't need you.

You make me feel worthless.
You make me hate myself.
You make me wish I was dead.

I wish someone would hold me while I cry.
But no one cares.
Watch me cry.
Watch me bleed.
Watch me shake.
Watching me as I slowly kill myself inside.

Stop lying, start dying.
I want to leave this hell hole.
But I've got no where to go.
Leave me behind.
Leave me to kill myself.
No reason worth living.
Feeling ever so unwanted.
Feeling angry and upset.

Who could ever really love me?
I'm a beast.
Lock me up.
Beat me.
Slay me.
Lay me down to forever sleep.
And to never awake.
Never see through these eyes again.
Never to hear your voice.
Give me bliss.

Kill me, let me really smile for once.
Kill me slowly and painfully.
Kill me fast and painless.

I've suffered enough, don't you think?
Just end it all.
I'll say goodbye,
All you mother..


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