Every Time I Look At You

Every time I look at you,
I can’t help myself but smile,
Deep down hoping you’ll come near me,
To then be in complete denial.

I slowly turn to look into your eyes,
Hoping you won’t see,
Feeling weak inside my body as we both share this,
As you turn back to look at me.

I bite my lips, squeeze my hand,
Feeling faster each heart beat,
I feel you standing right there behind me,
Chills come down from head to my feet.

I can’t wait any longer,
I want you here and now so much,
If only you could imagine,
The number of times I’ve dreamed of your touch.

I want my body to stop feeling this,
Everything about you I am trying so hard to ignore,
The cravings of your body, scent, and kiss,
Like I have never experienced before.