A feeling I never had before

I sat there, listing to Within Temptation's song "Blue Eyes".
Listing to the emotional song, I felt hatred... and that hatred grew towards you.
I regret what I did, not knowing what the song had done to me.
I was lead to disaster, hurt, and most of all, the feeling I hated the most.
Hatred surrounded me, as I stared into the mirror.
I walked away, looking around.
"Why do I have this horrible feeling?!" Was all I could say.
I walked down into your street, and I ran into you.
I don't understand, I loved you, and yet... this feeling was still here.
There was something wrong... my thoughts flew.
The only thing I thought of...
Was my hatred for you.