Caucasian fantasy

As I work in this pale pasty environment

My mind wonders

Fantasising about this

Professional

Qualified

Caucasian man

My dark brown eyes absorb his

Dark brown hair and light coloured eyes

Tall

Slim built

Covered in milk chocolate

Smartly dressed

Not knowing how to feel inside and outside

Knowing he is out of reach,

Drawn by his personality

Yearning to cross professional boundaries

As I progress in my training

Contributing dynamically to the health and wellbeing of society

I sigh as I care for these patients

Counting the days going by

Knowing fantasy can never become alive