I am alive but dead inside

I would never amount to suicide

take away the life that God gave

Would you give me the time and day to lend an ear to listen to my life?

to see through these dark brown eyes of death

Would you remember me when I am dead buried underneath the earth surface?

into another world were my soul runs free

my body preserved as a temple

Have you ever felt so lonely your soul filled with sorrow?

I am calling out for my mummy

Calling out for my daddy

Calling out for my brothers

Calling out for my sisters

No response

If I disappear out of their lives for good no one would notice

Putting on a fake act you see this strong woman but my insides are weakening until there is no more of me.

I want to fall into a deep coma or hand myself into a mental institution at least then my mind escapes reality life.

Dead in your eyes, dead in your life do you know how it feels to have a knife cut through your heart having this stigma attached that you can't amount to anything?

I can’t stop these water works tie me up and leave me to rot until I die.