Forbidden Thoughts

I look into his eyes, not sure if what I am feeling is right

is it unnatural, or maybe just a psychotic thought, maybe the

sadistic thought is what causes so much fright

I know he can see it too, and I can feel what he feels,

two minds linked together make the feelings unreal

Is it him, or is it me, that we can feel each other completely?

We share a mind and now it seems a heart beat.

I can deny him and I will, but still, I see what he sees and those

images are of me and only me

When does it stop? When have we gone to far? When his lips touch mine?

Or when he realizes he is the one I adore?

Can he deny me? Does he even want to? And if he doesn't? Then what

is it that we must do?

I love him, and crave him, wondering if what I am feeling was spawn

straight from hell. There isn't even a soul that I can tell

I can only wonder if when the time comes, will I be able to say no?

Would I even want to? How can I deny something that seems so

true.