Alone Without Being Alone

Alone.

But not alone at all.

Soft remedy that's so loud.

Numb to the core of this idiotic sound.

Chatter all around.

But seems like light years away.

I can't explain this pain.

It's all dazed.

I feel floaty and pathetic.

I just know I am alone.

With all these pretty people here.

Seems to me that..

That I can't get any lower.

So I might as well leave.

While I still have some feeling in these legs.

I've seen their glares.

And their wondering looks.

I don't know what they want me to do.

Or say.

It's just a show to them.

Another person having a break down.

But to me it's much more.