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A guilt

Poetry By: ZAE

Tags: Sad, Love, Mstake

why did this happen?

Submitted:Apr 8, 2013    Reads: 13    Comments: 2    Likes: 2   

The guilt toys with me

It comes back in flashes

But yet always resides in my mind

It stops me from looking in her eyes

I'm afraid I'll see disgust or hatred or sorrow or.... question in there

I can't even be close to him

Why did I do it?

I knew it wasn't real

Or was it?

My heart has abandoned me

And left me to this confusion


We were just messing around

But yet how'd it come to this

Did you see I had feelings?

Why did you kiss me like that

When you knew it couldn't be

Were you just messing around or...

Did that passion really exist?

That one kiss ruined every thing

Your relationship with her

My heart

Your image

Our friendship


Now I hide and pretend

I go back to my old ways

Of being cold and distant

Of playing boys

Of hurting people

And of not letting anyone near my heart

Because I had let you in on accident

When you softly touched my heart

Why'd you do it?

And why'd I go with it?

Did I find love in that kiss?

Or was it just my imagination?

Why'd this happen?


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