Thinking of You Alpha

I catch myself thinking of you,
thinking how you make me feel.
How you put a smile on my face,
how this feeling is real.

I wonder if you notice me,
if you know that I’m there.
If you ever think about me,
if you know that I care.

I wish I could have the strength,
to walk up to you and say.
That you're the reason I smile,
the reason I breathe air.

Sometimes I wish I could forget,
that this feeling I could erase.
But I know it's impossible,
because when I close my eyes all I see if your face.

I know I’m not supposed to care,
or feel the way I do.
But I can't deny my feelings,
when I know they are true.

I don't get to see you around much,
and it makes me sad.
Makes me wish I could have with you,
all the wonderful things I never had.

Every night I lay in bed,
and I think of you.
And ask myself a thousand times,
do you think of me too?

Sometimes I see you,
Pass outside my door.
I look at you and wonder,
if it's me you're looking for?

I wish I were the one you turn to,
when you're having a bad day.
Knowing that I’m the person,
who’ll make it all go away.

I wish I could be the person,
you long for to touch.
A person who makes you smile,
and for whom you care so much.

I can't tell you how I feel,
Even though I want to.
I just keep on thinking;
you wouldn't feel the way I do.

I guess you'll never know,
about the way I feel.
Because deep down I know,
it probably wasn't meant to be.

You bring joy to my life,
and brighten my day.
You make me feel better,
in every possible way.

I wish I had the strength,
to tell you how I feel.
To tell you that I care,
to tell you that I’m for real.

The thought of you not knowing,
makes me want to cry.
It cuts too deep down,
makes me feel like I’ll die.

I wish you could look into my eyes,
and see the love I have for you.
See me for who I am,
And tell me you love me too.

I hope that someday,
I'll have the strength to do.
What I always wanted to,
and that is to say “I love you."

But till that day comes,
I'll keep watch over you.
Admire and love you,
like I always have since the day i first laid eyes on you.

So if you don't know by now,
maybe I’ll tell you someday.
But till then I want you to know,
that I love you, and that's all I’m going to say.