Still doing your thing
i wonder how long you'll last.
I do still worry
you're just in the very back of my head now.
It's a shame i stopped missing you.
It's a shame that it happened.
It was a self preservation instinct reaction.
It put me in pain missing you,
it made me itching to see you again,
it made me cry because you were my only friend.
I needed it to stop.
So like i've had to do in the past,
i pushed you out of my mind.
Convincing myself i'd never see you again,
it pained me to do it,
but how could i not?
Now you want to start over…
It's not going to be easy this time.