Do I end it today or do I end it tomorrow?...
These are the daily questions I can't get out of my head and trust me that's a huge struggle.
I tried to live life to the fullest, but truly I can't.
I don't have the motivation or inspiration that must people around me have.
I tried to fake it and even that's a struggle, cuz I know in my heart there's no love for what I'm doing and at the end I hate it more, so...
My love for my husband is almost gone and I can honestly say I'm hurt, but I guess there's an end for everything and that's how love works.
My passion for things are gone. I don't feel nothing anymore.
I feel like a zombie wishing to be kill right with a head shot.
Today or tomorrow? That would be the struggle, is it for me to decide or for God to choose my day of ending this pain I feel and forever end my sorrows.
Today or tomorrow...