i did say i would be on all day but that was before my parents started to fight.i got them to stop and we played a game as a family for the first time since i was 5.they stopped fighting but all you care about is that i was on and you wanted to talk to me.i was crying the whole time they were fighting but you didnt care did you. you only cared that i was online and talking to you.i feel like you hate me but i guess its true because now your mad cuz i lied to you.i didnt mean to lie i didnt think they were gonna fight. im sorry for ruining your life,im sorry hurting you,im sorry for ever being born cuz i guess you wouldnt care if i die.would you? i hope i die tonight, tomorrow, or the day after tomorrow cuz nobody in this world loves me. you said you did but was that true or were you just like the other guys.feel bad for me so you fakeit. i dont know anymore i only have one friend who seems to care and that is YUE oh and there is also LIZLEW but you didnt care.did you? you just thought oh i can get her and make her trust me then ill break her heart into peices. im sorry for being born, for excisting i guess i dont belong because no one loves me anymore.i will die i hope but till them i guess ill cut maybe the one time i cut it will be my last because i will cut deep enough to lose enough blood to die.i hope that day is soon because i am not loved by you or anyone else. IM SORRY EVERYONE FOR BECOMING APART OF YOUR LIVES!!!!!