Breaking Skin, Alone In Darkness

As I sit alone in my closet,

I think of the first day it started,

The first day I brushed the blade against my skin,

The feelings the rushed through my mind,

As i peirced my own skin,

The thoughts of releif,

When I saw the blood fall,

As the door flew open,

I saw my mothers eyes,

Full of pain,

She grabs the blade,

And pulls me out,

Holding me in her tender embrace,

But wait,

Darkness encloses,

And I realize,

My mothers love is not true,

Im just sitting alone,

In a closet,

Ruining my life ..