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RaisinGirl



Booksie Address: http://www.booksie.com/RaisinGirl
Country: United States
Other site: View Link
Favorite book: Breaking Away, LOTR trilogy, Flappers trilogy, Everneath trilogy, Etiquette&Espionage
Member Since: May 30, 2008

Featured Writing

Changes with the Season

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Mar 28, 2014
changes...
Tags:moon, creativity, purity

Heads Up

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Mar 28, 2014
we need to talk about it...and know when not to speak at all
Tags:talk, health, stuck, sullen

Stuck in Drought

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Mar 27, 2014
the drought and voices
Tags:weather, flowers, voices, drought

We Will Lift Up

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Mar 23, 2014
another epic poem inspired by the novel "Mistborn"
Tags:lord, sword, shadows, mists, armies

Love Springs

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Mar 23, 2014
she is waiting...
Tags:power, wish, flower, numb

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Hold Me Up

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Mar 23, 2014
hold me up...don't drag me down
Tags:bliss, dreaming

Epic poem

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Mar 22, 2014
a classic story of man versus beast
Tags:mountain, beast, dragon, maiden

RaisinGirl

Seeds of Silence

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Mar 22, 2014
Disclose the frailty...
Tags:winter, autumn, beautiful, summer, mistaken

RaisinGirl

The Blame Game

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Mar 22, 2014
who is to blame for our shortcomings? maybe there is hope...
Tags:sorrow, hope, blame

RaisinGirl

"The Fate of Marie Antoinette"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Nov 18, 2009
the fall of the young queen...I've seen the historical...
Tags:death, history, fate, queen, marie antoinette

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Frozen by the Unfathomable Cruelty of Man

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Oct 21, 2009
well, the title speaks for itself...
Tags:cruelty, dark, emotion, frozen, devotion, ocean, emo, unfathomable

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Bed of Nails

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Sep 3, 2009
a classic lesson about consequence, yet-my version...
Tags:heart, emotion, action, sadness, consequence, numb, bed, emo, nails

RaisinGirl

XuntitledX

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Jul 31, 2009
....whatever....read it.

RaisinGirl

"Papercut Revolver"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: May 2, 2009
living, bleeding; the revolver; forever indebted to your...
Tags:forever, burn, arrogance, cut, emo, paper, revolver

RaisinGirl

"Loveblind; Shadowbound"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Apr 20, 2009
blinded by love and bound by the shadows...this is...
Tags:love, pain, sad, dark, shadow, personal

RaisinGirl

"Facing Shadows"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Oct 22, 2008
we need more time....
Tags:desire, prevail, shadows, sanity

RaisinGirl

"obligation"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Oct 4, 2008
a simple token to consider...

RaisinGirl

"The Day Rock and Roll Changed the World"

Short Story by RaisinGirl
Posted: Sep 17, 2008
Sgt. Pepper, The Walrus, Gallagher brothers, Frodo, Edgar...
Tags:frodo, magic, music, funny, party, poe, daydream, rock and roll, beatles, oasis, walrus

RaisinGirl

"Cry of the Willow Tree"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Aug 20, 2008
the Weeping Willow...love, sorrow, and beauty...
Tags:love, green, tree, sadness, pure, serenity, shine

RaisinGirl

"Winter Flame"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Aug 1, 2008
curiosity killed the flame, in the cold dead of winter?
Tags:winter, madness, flame, curious, rust

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"Travelers of the Melancholy World"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Jul 18, 2008
you make up your mind here as to what it means for you....
Tags:beauty, sorrow, creatures, melancholy, travelers

RaisinGirl

"Disconnected"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Jun 30, 2008
to end a relationship, like conquering an addiction.....
Tags:drugs, relationship, addiction, disconnected

RaisinGirl

"Enter the Dream"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Jun 21, 2008
I just wrote this for anyone who feels alone, yet...
Tags:alone, dream, empty, candle, flame, fuel

RaisinGirl

"Bleeding Thoughts"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Jun 18, 2008
the expression of depression....
Tags:dying, depression, soul, remember, forget, bleeding, glowing

RaisinGirl

"Woman, Undone"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Jun 17, 2008
trapped inside Her own prison...the human mind...
Tags:depression, pain, fear, emotion, sadness, forsaken, prison, isolation, ocean, emo

RaisinGirl

"The Dark Queen"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Jun 15, 2008
a day in the life of a black widow...
Tags:web, hunger, spider

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"An Ode to Rain"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Jun 15, 2008
I wrote this five years ago so why not post it too?
Tags:pain, shame, rain, ode, space

RaisinGirl

"Pandora's Garden"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: May 30, 2008
entering isolation and self-destruction...
Tags:life, pain, trust, silence, garden, vines, suffocation

RaisinGirl

"Breathe In, Breathe Out"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: May 30, 2008
Terms of endearment to our universe...
Tags:air, sky, earth, breathe, space, planet

RaisinGirl

FreedomFighters

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: May 30, 2008
Political Corruption Theory...
Tags:politics, freedom, hate

Writing Portfolio

Changes with the Season

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Mar 28, 2014
changes...

Heads Up

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Mar 28, 2014
we need to talk about it...and know when not to speak at all

Stuck in Drought

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Mar 27, 2014
the drought and voices

We Will Lift Up

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Mar 23, 2014
another epic poem inspired by the novel "Mistborn"

Love Springs

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Mar 23, 2014
she is waiting...

Hold Me Up

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Mar 23, 2014
hold me up...don't drag me down

Epic poem

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Mar 22, 2014
a classic story of man versus beast

Seeds of Silence

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Mar 22, 2014
Disclose the frailty...

The Blame Game

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Mar 22, 2014
who is to blame for our shortcomings? maybe there is hope...

My Thoughts on Twilight

Book Review by RaisinGirl
Posted: Dec 14, 2010
I finally picked up Twilight, so here is my opinion

"Fountain of Death"(edited and revised)

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Nov 22, 2010
OFFICIAL VERSION. the serpent's gift...is not so lovely...

Deceived by Reflection

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Oct 26, 2010
randomness

Sleeping Beauty of the Lost

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Jan 6, 2010
oh, pleaz, just take a look at this...

"swaying"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Dec 14, 2009
...savouring the flavour...?

"The Fate of Marie Antoinette"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Nov 18, 2009
the fall of the young queen...I've seen the historical...

"Infected"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Oct 27, 2009
temporary emotional despair ending in a sense of...

yeah, deleted it

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Oct 26, 2009
just deleted

Frozen by the Unfathomable Cruelty of Man

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Oct 21, 2009
well, the title speaks for itself...

Music Album Review: Tori Amos "Abnormally Attracted to Sin"

Article by RaisinGirl
Posted: Oct 15, 2009
Okay, it's a music album review, and I decided to give my...

My Curse; My Chronic Illness(updated version)

Article by RaisinGirl
Posted: Oct 3, 2009
a lot of my readers wonder what I suffer from and why I...

Bed of Nails

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Sep 3, 2009
a classic lesson about consequence, yet-my version...

Soul Annihilation

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Aug 5, 2009
decayed impatience-'ever hear those claws screeching down...

XuntitledX

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Jul 31, 2009
....whatever....read it.

BloodMoon: The Awakening

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Jul 10, 2009
..entering the 7th dimension of my mind's eye..

*Dizzy in the Darkness*

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Jul 3, 2009
fighting myself, and dancing with despair; my mind...

"Dream Aloud...and Love Again"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Jun 14, 2009
dream aloud, await, and realize you are alone no more...

"Stumbling Upon Love Amidst the Ruins"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Jun 11, 2009
love is a journey through trial and error.

"Quick Dry"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: May 17, 2009
nothing is sacred, no love; only hatred...go ahead;...

"Wake Up!"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: May 10, 2009
take a break once, and just be, but Wake Up!....when you...

"Decisiones Departes"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: May 7, 2009
'Miseria...Dejarme!' all the rage within my soul, I wish...

"Sacrificed Hearts"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: May 5, 2009
darkness and poison consumes; suspended in silence

"Papercut Revolver"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: May 2, 2009
living, bleeding; the revolver; forever indebted to your...

"Burning Splinters"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: May 1, 2009
simply any pure evil that another person could or would...

"Bullets, Flames, and Tears"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Apr 24, 2009
I just don't kiss and tell...

"Loveblind; Shadowbound"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Apr 20, 2009
blinded by love and bound by the shadows...this is...

"Deflation of a Martyr's Ego"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Mar 14, 2009
this poem sums up my thoughts in a few ways, but mainly...

"Spontaneous-Human-Combustion"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Mar 11, 2009
I'm emo, I'm caving in, and dead-ish...

"Last Call for the Perfect Winter, and Drowning in Shards of the Strange Rage"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Feb 26, 2009
this is anger, frustration, despair, sadness, injustice,...

Loaded and Loathing

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Feb 25, 2009
loaded again, still loathing for a change....I have been...

"Loaded Gun"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Feb 18, 2009
becoming the trigger, and letting the blade lure you is a...

"Systems of Down"(Greedy Soul)

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Feb 2, 2009
there was so much inspiration, especially musically, when...

"NO WAY OUT"(part II)

Short Story by RaisinGirl
Posted: Jan 31, 2009
part II to the continuation of the mysterious life of...

"NO WAY OUT"

Short Story by RaisinGirl
Posted: Jan 31, 2009
Dacey's Challenge: THIS IS A MYSTERY, WHICH WAS SUPPOSED...

"Lips Sealed Shut"(Escape From Silence)

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Jan 25, 2009
escape from abuse, and finally break free from the...

*twitch*

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Jan 7, 2009
sorry...for the sarcasm and defiance...I need to gain...

"Blurred Into Black and White"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Jan 7, 2009
faded(in black and white)..make it right

"Dying Inside"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Jan 5, 2009
my pain, my addiction, my depression, my fatigue, the...

Ode to Green Tea

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Dec 25, 2008
.....hmmmm...calming, and refreshing...I drink 4-6 cups...

"Onyx(Eye of the Phoenix)"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Dec 15, 2008
warning: this contains a bit of a gothic feel...I've been...

"Gust of Wind"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Dec 13, 2008
another random fantasy poem...relate to it if you are...

"Threads"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Dec 11, 2008
just decided I'd write random thoughts here...

"EverDust"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Dec 3, 2008
take a short trip with your mind...."but don't be too...

"Weary Bones and Burning Holes"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Nov 27, 2008
captive, beyond our mind's eye...

"Insomniac"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Nov 24, 2008
I cannot sleep at night

"This is the End"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Nov 11, 2008
oooohhh, I had fun with this...trippy perspective...and...

"free"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Nov 1, 2008
to feel free...despite the obstacles encountered day by...

"Facing Shadows"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Oct 22, 2008
we need more time....

"Nocturnal Turning"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Oct 20, 2008
a representation of fear, deception, bravery, confusion,...

The Diaries of a Dreamer(pilot)

Novel by RaisinGirl
Posted: Oct 17, 2008
Portia Lovewell is a young aspiring musician in a band...

"dreamer's dance"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Oct 16, 2008
...we dream, they capture us, then we escape...for we are...

"Echoes of Existence"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Oct 12, 2008
we all feel time and age, and question ourselves, and...

"Setting the Monster Free"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Oct 8, 2008
...time again is laughing...

"obligation"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Oct 4, 2008
a simple token to consider...

"Motion Sickness"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Sep 27, 2008
a bit of a mindWinding Roadtrip...

"The Day Rock and Roll Changed the World"

Short Story by RaisinGirl
Posted: Sep 17, 2008
Sgt. Pepper, The Walrus, Gallagher brothers, Frodo, Edgar...

"Broken"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Sep 6, 2008
a sad ending to love...

"Cry of the Willow Tree"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Aug 20, 2008
the Weeping Willow...love, sorrow, and beauty...

"fade out"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Aug 10, 2008
"fake plastic minds can create mental darkness"

"Primal Fear"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Aug 6, 2008
just a random, nonrhyming, paranoid bit...

"Winter Flame"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Aug 1, 2008
curiosity killed the flame, in the cold dead of winter?

"The Vacancy"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Jul 28, 2008
"to feel forsaken is just empty bliss"...

"Travelers of the Melancholy World"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Jul 18, 2008
you make up your mind here as to what it means for you....

"I Will Believe"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Jul 14, 2008
a hope or dream, optimistic that someday I will find that...

'Eclipse"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Jul 6, 2008
innocence lost...never regained.

"Soldiers"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Jul 3, 2008
fighting endless battles within ourselves, and...

"Disconnected"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Jun 30, 2008
to end a relationship, like conquering an addiction.....

"Last Stone Cast"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Jun 30, 2008
(re-edited) dangerous cults, and their evil power, as...

The Boy in the Box

Novel by RaisinGirl
Posted: Jun 29, 2008
This is the beginning of a psychothriller/Sci-Fi novel...

"My Final Plea..."

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Jun 25, 2008
this is yet another day in the life of my suffering due...

"Enter the Dream"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Jun 21, 2008
I just wrote this for anyone who feels alone, yet...

"Forgotten Bride"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Jun 20, 2008
an interesting perspective...

"Final Sunset"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Jun 19, 2008
All about letting go......this one creates a story full...

"Bleeding Thoughts"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Jun 18, 2008
the expression of depression....

"Woman, Undone"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Jun 17, 2008
trapped inside Her own prison...the human mind...

"Uh, Will You Marry Me?"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Jun 16, 2008
that sudden fear of commitment when the question is...

"The Dark Queen"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Jun 15, 2008
a day in the life of a black widow...

"An Ode to Rain"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Jun 15, 2008
I wrote this five years ago so why not post it too?

"Into the Rain"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Jun 14, 2008
I wrote this in January...it is a song in Celtic musical...

"In For the Kill"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Jun 14, 2008
a relationship standoff...

"Euphoria Overdrive"(Vicodin)

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Jun 14, 2008
a day in the life of the times when my pain is stalled...

"I'm Not Your Drone"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Jun 13, 2008
a waste of time and love, and desperate for survival....

Do you really know how chronic illness affects others?

Article by RaisinGirl
Posted: Jun 13, 2008
This is a short article explaining the chronic illnesses...

"Strike a Pose"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Jun 12, 2008
I walked into a modeling agency today and was inspired to...

Unraveled

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Jun 7, 2008
this is disappointment in the one you love, and...

Panic Run

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Jun 7, 2008
This is about psychiatrists, psycotherapists, and their...

My Independence Day

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Jun 5, 2008
This is in reference to certain relationships that I've...

"Lola Morrison"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Jun 3, 2008
this one was inspired by a little inside joke between me...

Spiders

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Jun 3, 2008
this is a battle within yourself, when you feel like...

My Suffering

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Jun 2, 2008
A day in the life of my pain...

Ode to Pompeii

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: Jun 1, 2008
Pompeii, the ancient city in ruin...in Free Verse

"Pandora's Garden"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: May 30, 2008
entering isolation and self-destruction...

"Breathe In, Breathe Out"

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: May 30, 2008
Terms of endearment to our universe...

FreedomFighters

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: May 30, 2008
Political Corruption Theory...

Blind is Love

Poem by RaisinGirl
Posted: May 30, 2008
For those who've tried too hard to please the wrong one....



I hope to reach out to those who've ever suffered chronic physical pain, oppression, gone through dramatic transition in life, or just experienced the toll life takes on your soul sometimes.  I like to believe that I have a pretty creative imagination, and a sensitive, emotional understanding, and I feel that my mind is unlimited in projecting my thoughts whether directly or indirectly, often exposing truths, as well as fueling fantasies that are obviously unobtainable, yet enjoyable to dive into occasionally.  So to anyone who wishes to read any of my poetry, I hope you will be able to connect with it one way or another and please feel free to comment on any of my words spoken.  Thank you.

If anyone wants to contact me via e-mail, I have created an alternate address specifically for my fellow booksians...anytime you wanna ask me anything, or just talk, here it is:  supersoniconyx@yahoo.com

About Me:

 

Frozen by the Unfathomable Cruelty of Man

-10/16/09 (written by meg)

Frozen within the realms of hollowed time,

Decayed, we've become, behind the glass emotion,

Broken by those who forsake all forgiveness,

Yet, somehow, unsinking, within this vast ocean,

Of unfathomable reality versus mere fantasy,

We will break the ice with our committed devotion...

 

The Fact Remains

'a trigger on a loaded gun...forgive me, for I've decayed the sun...forever lifeless, against the blackened horizon...being weathered by these ashes, within this endless abyss of boredom...' -*m*

My name is Meg, I just turned 31 years old(but I still feel "forever 21" in my mind and heart).  I live in Texas...I have been a single mom to a three-year-old daughter, named Tori Bethany(from a previous abusive relationship) until recently; I have fallen in love with someone, whom I have known for nearly a decade, and now we are married.  He is my best friend in the whole world.....................................

Update:  As of July 24th, 2009-I am now married to Andy, my new husband, my best friend, my lover...

Here's a link to his booksie address:  http://www.booksie.com/nightwisher

Lovers' Revival

-10/17/09 (written by meg)

Between the tainted love,

and all the bitter hatred,

and the bleeding promises,

that were never really stated,

you remained a lonely soul,

loathed by yourself, tormented,

until my own torn heart revived,

what was once proclaimed dead...

I have been living with a disability called Interstitial Cystitis, for approximately 6 years now.  But I am happy to announce that it has finally gone into remission, so I am no longer in any pain.  I have been through a lot of other turmoil in the past year, but that's a bit personal.  Still I must press on.  I haven't been on Booksie for quite some time, but I fully intend to start writing poetry again.  In the meantime, I've taken up reading many novels along the way.  Some I can recommend is the Flappers Trilogy: Vixen, Ingenue, and Diva.  Another good young adult novel is the Everneath series.  I am currently reading a fantasy novel called the Mistborn trilogy, all of which are worth reading.

I absolutely love music, a little of everything, but due to life's circumstances, my taste in music has drastically changed(maybe it's cause I'm older haha) I especially love alternative, industrial, and rock and roll, in general, along with pop hits and even some hiphop and r&b...without music, life would be boring...World history, arts, and science capture my interests...My favorite artists include Salvador Dali, and Vincent Van Gogh,...I also like some of the poetic writings and short stories of author, Poe. .

Me, personally:  I have green eyes and jet black hair. .I'm of english, irish, scottish, dutch, and german descent, with a touch of cherokee indian..

My fave colors (and mostly to wear) are:  black, gray, and blue mainly, but I also like white and teal..

Some of my fave bands/musicians in general and at the moment: Nine Inch Nails, Tori Amos, Cruxshadows, Paramore, Oasis, Our Lady Peace, John Newman, Bush, Smashing Pumpkins, Britney Spears, and Meredith Brooks, and I'm sure there's more, but it doesn't really matter...

 

My fave movies of all time:  Across the Universe,  Donnie Darko('why are you wearing that stupid man-suit?') Napoleon Dynamite('hey, tina, you fat lard, come get some dinner!'), Stranger Than Fiction, The Count of Monte Cristo...

...meh

The meaning behind my choice pen-name, RaisinGirl:

'The cereal bowl is used as a metaphor for divisions among women. The "Cornflake Girls" are close-minded while the "Raisin Girls" are open to new ideas.' (I got this from a well-known song by the independent musician Tori Amos, and well, the song is "Cornflake Girl"...) 'This song speaks for every girl that was ever "unpopular" in high school and instead of letting it defeat you, turn it into your strength.'

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