Death and God the Magnet
© 2011 Patricia L. McGurk Martin Hearst Himmler Rothschild
The Occult Bird
The grayish beige-ish unmarked "occult bird" had already died and dropped at my feet some week or days earlier, having convulsive spasms or electrical impulses before death, and looking at me grotesquely for help before it rested finally. I wondered if it had been poisoned as birds and animals often don't know what is real food or not in an urban area. It is a symbol in the program, the unnatural bird (perhaps unidentified as a species I always thought possible, but now now) that flies alone and that dies at my feet as another man spiritually, it seems, reminds me of someone I do not know. Birds are only birds, and never people I reminded myself and they really are ONLY BIRDS.
The gastric system for the bird may have short-circuited due to inadvertent poison consumed and the electricity in a living being can cross itself, the systems balances no longer exist in the natural way or harmony for that species, and it dies as the result of an electrical storm = causing spasms before death. Poison can do this as the stomach metabolizes the energy produced through food and enzymes are the catalysts (perhaps in the gastric juices emanating from the stomach or nearby tissues) that interact with the essence to keep it going.
Depression kills the spirit through the mind's perceptions and is the ultimate death, resisting and slowing down any efforts the body may try to make through the autonomic physiological systems to resuscitate from a deathly state or illness. I reminded the white cat Snowy that I cared about him enough to keep him here through the expression of love. He found his own resources and stayed alive through my caring about him, eliminating the DEPRESSION OF DEATH which is how women and children particularly girls are murdered. Isolation and depression kill many people, but not me as I have a greater drive and awareness of death.
I do not cure and I do not prevent death, especially in the evil acts or expressions of evil. Death is a blessing to the evil who cannot change, and I feel it really is to some.
But change is imminent and I offer or spread out on the altar I refuse to stand near the heart surgery altar - some tips on surviving the isolation of death which is the KILLER. Unnatural actions shouldn't occur. Also, I do not bring people back to life or from death's transitions period. My personal life is my own business and does not include this Atrocity forced on me.
Everyone dies alone. You have to have a spiritual even physical place planned to go after the relatively short journey into death has finished, as you are in a crisis when dying, an emergency and there is no time to plan while you are facing death in your body. You need to know where you are going and some idea of how you are going to get there. For your own journey into the cosmos or on this earth = you need a plan that is your OWN PLAN as there are no groups no meeting places unless you create something for yourself to go to in some way.
Most people return to God, I think returning to God's energy the essence or light of life and stay there to rest on the hand of God -- emerging later on when truly rested and refreshed which implies a sense of biological life going on.
MOST PEOPLE RETURN OR GO TO THE MAGNET AS ""K. OLDENBURG"'S HUGE MAGNET (MY WORK IN SCIENCE AND SCULPTURE, AS WELL AS TECHNOLOGY) "THE AMERICAN SCULPTOR NO ONE HAS EVER ACKNOWLEDGED ME, BUT I DO) IMPLIES. GOD IS A MAGNET WITH THE DIVINE LIGHT PEOPLE KNOW IS A SAFE HOME FOR THE MOST PART.