I sit on my chair with my ear buds blasting trying to shut out the television. Why? Because they are talking about the mother and daughter who just wit eased each other being rapped. Yes the little girl and the mother after coming out from the great northern mall. A car jacket turned deadly after being caught. And no less raped them in a car together. The child probaly screaming in fear. Is what this patent not doing enough? Then the incentive mother was killed. Stabbed. Beaten. Rapped as her daughter sits there crying over her mothers body. Now with trauma and a dead mother. The man whose hart was cold as stone should rot in hell,go frig himself as he did those innocent family. Who were they to know a innocent day out would be the day of death and a belonging of hell? But thank god that some of the inmates had a greater bigger and warmer hart to almost kill the rappist. So now as the child grows without a mother hasto remember what happend how the monster rapped and almost killed her. But as I shove the ear buds in further with it boarding that my mother can hear it across my livening room I began to she'd tears. Is what we are turning into? Scared innocent rabbits? I'm sure at least someone saw this. It happend close to my town rome. That could have been anyone. How do we know we are safe? How do we know we should not think of that being our fate. We could die today. Hell just yesterday a man killed 4 innocent people very close to my town once agin. The almost all in the same year. That shooting in Colorado that a great family movie night turned into a game of hell life and death. And then the sandy hook killing. That was so close to me once agin. I have custom that lives so close that could have been my little cosin. Who are we to say that was so far from us we have no bissnus to be concernd. Yes we do adults tell me that because they think we are better off not knowing. What what the mother fudgeing milkshakes? Do you know what that dose to people like me?eople like me who have AXIENTY severe no less and depression? My lord someone kills a moth I break down. Because it has just died. My lord. What are we going to do ? My mother is handi capped. My father is a truck drive and so,e times he's gone for,a week. I have a bow and arrow but outside. I can't kill someone with that if they have a nife or gun. I have a bb. Gun but that only GOSE threw thin skin on ani,Al's that will stop them but not enough. My handi capped mother is going to get a pistol. She has her liecends I'm just so nervous and angry. Angryer then usuall. Sometimes my AXIENTY turns to anger. I like it though its better then feeling sad all the time. But I feel anger less now and more sad. But I'm pretty sure that anger can be good. I'm just just afraid even though of so,some saw me they would think
I was this strong built girl. Because trust me I'm not like these skinny mini girls that have no muscle. I think I have to much for a girl. But even with intimadayeing looks who is anyone to think they can not be killed? We don't know. We are afraid. What do we do? How can we kill. When we are about to be killed. We never know. So take this as a warning have a plan have a way have a way of protecting or way of defending yourself to the point where you can kill. We are all scared. We are worried and even when we are strong we are weak. Just keep this in mind and please be safe and god bless.
Sincerely jessie rose Fulgieri . Thanks
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