I wonder.. why couldn't i get heaven.. when i sacrificed my heart..

I wonder why i din't get heaven,
I always tried to get your happiness for each and every moment,

how could i become the reason of your pain,

I wonder why i couldn't get heaven instead of your love,

why i am living your pain, your love,

I wonder how much i could be in this hell,

I want your smile back, your happiness, your love, your life back,

I wonder how could god do the mistake to call your love instead of me,

I wonder how my calls turn into miss calls,

when we were friends, how could you became my love,

I wonder when i was your friend, how could i become stranger for you,

I wonder why i can't tell you all this, why you don't know all this..

I wonder..