Where Were You, God?

Where were you, God, when I cried out to you?

When my world was falling apart?

Where were you, God, when I needed you most?

To heal my breaking heart?

I cried, and begged, and waited, and wished

that you would save me from this hell

You said you would always be there for me

But you just watched as I tripped and fell.

Where were you, God, when my friend was dying?

When my father walked out of my life?

Where were you, God, when I was bleeding

from the slashes I made with my knife?

I trusted you, God.

I believed in you

But you let me down,

And now I'm through.

Where are you now, God? Can you see us suffering?

Are you watching as our world is rotting away?

Can you hear the cries of the innocent people

Who are pleading for your help each day?

How could you, God? You abandoned us.

Most of all, you abandoned me.

I loved you, God, I thought that you cared

Stupid girl; I was being naive.

But now I know, God, that I was always alone

And I won't be decieved by your lies

When I reach my end, and accend to the heavens

Will you be able to look me in the eyes?

Where were you, God?

Why did you leave?

Why did you abandon us?

Why did you forget me?