Dieheart Questions

Take Me In

My life is screwed up

I get butterflies in my heart

I feel like my future is in the rut

I don’t know where to start

Am I a hypocrite?

Or am I living right?

Most of the time

It feels like I’m dying inside

Search my anxious heart

And my mind

So in your presence

I will find

Who I am

And what I live for

Because without you

Life isn’t worth living anymore

You once told your daughter

Life isn’t worth living

Except if you’re living

In the Kingdom

Am I living according to your word?

Or is my mind and tongue a hateful sword?
I don’t wanna be doing this wrong

But if I am

Your best bet would be to just send me home

I love you Papa

Help me through

This pain of mine

And always and forever

Let your Love and Glory shine

If not in me, but in my sisters

Cuz I don’t wanna be another worldly hater

Do you hear my cry?

Do you see my pain?

I feel like I’m stuck in the rain

Come to my side

Tell me its okay

Give me life and meaning

For just one more day

I see my home

It’s in Africa

Where I belong

Am I right to go there?
Will I say the right words?

My carnal passions seem

To cake me with sinful dirt

Garbage in, Garbage out

Replace my filter

Let my feet

Go your path

And not earn your wrath

Judgement day is coming

And I fear I’m not ready

So please, My Jesus

I ask that you

Hold my hand and heart

So very steady