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How Wrong Was I

 

I thought no one would ever know

To stop a life before it could grow.

A baby now would never do

There's so much life to live.

I'm young right now, I need to be free

I can't have a baby stopping me.

Life's too short and I haven't got

The time or the love to give.

    Again there's life inside of me

    This time I'd want this child to be,

    But I'm all alone and so afraid.

    I fear I have no choice to make.

    Out of sight, out of mind

    I know that I will heal with time

    If I just forget I will be alright

    And I won't cry anymore

With child again, oh, no, not me

Lord, why are You punishing me

I haven't the strength to take a stand

And have a baby without a man

How wrong was I to think that I could be God

And choose whether this one lived or died

The pain I suffered never went away

Till I begged the Lord to heal.

    The grace of God, so full and free

    In Jesus Christ, He pardoned me

    A murderer I was but am no more

    He cleared me of all my sin.

    Blessed beyond my hopes and dreams.

    Six beautiful children He has given me

    Three in heaven I will someday see

    Until then I will patiently await

My heart Christ came to bind it up

He bore my grief, my sorrow and pain

I feel that now I can really live.

His truth has set me free.