There is a personal testimony and everyone's focus is on the group and on the self and not on JESUS where it was supposed to be the reason eye won't go to fellowship with rich working Christians meeting at a SUNDAY SUPPER to drive to a pizza place where everyone pays something for the food even if they share it the cost is still beyond the pocketbook of yew. The added price of fellowship with world is loss of spirit functions eye am not suggesting we have meetings in the desert with the hedgehogs but there could be a meeting place for all the Christians like the fish doors of the early days of meetings they were in and out so furtive searching alleyways for soldiers avoiding arrests and fighting and bringing lots of food in the bags of fishes and the loaves of breads in pockets of the tunaes fishes smile eye could just not resist this in almost every Church there is a Kitchen and in some of them is love the people make the soup for the homeless and the court appointed prisoners and even important people come. Hang a fish upon the door of every kitchen in the nation make a place with tables where the poor can come in love do not forget the love the soup is nice but even slabs of raw meat are not enough with hate.
Eye could not write a word on yesterday the things that eye had wanted to write left on the flight of lost ideas and night came again without a thought and then the day came back this fable was born and eye decided to try religion again. The focus of a lot of people is the congregation the error being life is not a middle class house with people making money in a paper plate of life some people need a cup of soup just to survive please open up your love first open up your hearts then open all them kitchen cupboards up. There is another thing that eye must say to all the bible thumpers not yet in the grave what does it matter what the date and day of this my own salvation come the day of JESUS was 33 AD the date that GOD was saving me.