why? why? did i stop thinking?
Why did i forget?
was it that i just let go?
or was it that the others i met?
was i so greedy that i lost you from my mind,
i took on party's drinks of all kinds,
did i find it more easier to be blotto,
now your gone i don't think i can find.
you gave me everything your love and your life,
i treated you like dirt and stabbed you with my eyes,
i took, you gave, i never paid back,
instead i killed you with all my lie's.
i feel your love burning in to me,
trying to let my spirit free,
you gave me all that i need,
even the bible that i should read.
so now i want you to stay with me ,
do not let me run or flee,
for i have seen you at your work,
sometimes i feel that I'm such a berk.
now as i read through the bible to locate you,
i find that i am feeling afresh and new,
so please forgive me for letting you go,
for i found that i love you more than time ago.
so now i say this that you are my master,
to forget you was a great disaster,
forgive me for all the mess i made,
now that i have had my sayed.
so now i kneel before you now ,
to say the prayers that you taught me how,
for god I'm giving you all my life,
so that you in my heart will always be alive.