Old firend. Good bye.

It's funny. When I rememberd you forgot. I forgot then you rememberd. Well you will never change. I have so much though. I'm not like you anymore. Look around you want to live now. Never in the past. I wanted to never forget the past . But now I want to only remember the future. Forever I will always love you deep somewhere inside. But I will never look into that agin. Good bye. Forever. Untill you can change and plus. I'm sorry but weren't you the one said you want to be firends. Yes we were never ever anything more then firends but I know you always wanted to be Untill you finally got your fame. And then your preppy clan of jocks and cheerleaders. I remember how as the lake water glimpsed of the moon and the moon came up as we looked into the fire you said why do you hate me.A? And then it hit me. You still think I like you? No. I simply replied I don't hate you I just think your stuck up. You begged that your not and wanted just to be firends. I really didn't want to . I knew you would never talk to me agin. And what you did I didn't expect you turned. Now you love her.? My own cousin? What ever. But I knew you would do this. All that you forgot was when we would hang out at the arena or at your firends my cousins. I don't really care. I weld up on anger and sadness. But I realized time hurt me in the first place but it healed me in the last. So no I don't want to be firends. I know it still hurts but I don't want to be because we are never going to fit in to each others world. You belong with the people who get threw life lieing. Ill get threw it in the end with trying. You will always be therapy jock and the popular one that can get who ever. And me? The quiet shy one that gets good grades hates preppy people and will stand up. I'm goi to be the leader this time. So as this year comes into August once agin and we are forced to see each other agin I will say hi nothing more because in the end I don't have to. Good bye old firend.