Poem of my pain

I live only for one reason,

I suffer every season.

I try to enjoy the life I have,

But it keeps going back,

To those memories of you.

I try not to love you,

To hide all of the feelings I have in me.

But it hurts me, tortures me, and kills me,

Not to let you know how I feel.

I wish for you to know so I will show,

The true feelings I have sealed.

I wish to tell you that I love you,

and that's the reason that I live for you.

Matthew Brazwell