we sat there in the car, making out and i felt him pull me closer to him.
i tightened my grip on him and ran my fingers through his hair, breathing hard and enjoying every moment of it!
as we drove home, i lost myself in his green eyes and smiled. on the way there we sang along to my Marianas Trench CD, i bit my bottom lip and he smiled at me.
when we got home, we made it as far as the couch, then we sat there and snuggled. we started laughing, then we looked into eachother's eyes..., he raised his eyebrow and smiled.
i bit my lip trying to resist, but i flung my arms around his neck causing him to fall back farther onto the couch. he looked up at me with a large smile.
our lips touched and immediatly the kissing turned intense, with a full experience of his mouth. his mouth was minty and warm but when i felt his tounge ring, it was a thrilling experience!
i felt safe and warm wrapped in his arms and soon Josh ended up falling asleep, so i slowly crawled off the couch and made my way to my own bed!
in the middle of the night, i woke up screaming from a nightmare.
i heard Josh rush upstairs to my room, he climbed in beside me and held me tight, stroking my hair.
i laid there shivering and in tears but Josh being here made me feel safer.
he whispered in my ear, " hush now, i'm here!" as he kissed my cheek.
as i drifted back to sleep, i heard him say, " don't worry, i'll be right beside you!" a light tear fell off my cheek.
when i woke up, my head was resting on Josh's arm and i looked up at him with teary eyes. he smiled and wipped my eyes with his thumb, then gently kissed my forehead.
i slowly climbed out of bed, dragging myself to the bathroom to freshen up. i heared Josh get up and go downstairs to the kitchen, he opened the cabniet to get a mug and turned on the coffee maker to start brewing.
the smell of freshly brewed coffee filled the house, that and the sweet musk smell of his colone!
i enjoyed that sweet smell on Josh, it reminded me of the forest and the light, sweet sent of cherry blossoms!
nothing could be more enjoyable than spending a whole day with Josh! as i climbed in the shower, i could hear him downstairs writing a song while he played the piano.
the song was beautiful but i'm pretty sure i've never heard it before,so i figured it must be new! the sound of his raw and powerful voice filled the house, along with the sweet smell of him!
these things made me happy, being with Josh, hearing him sing, listening to him play his music and his smell and sweet smile! all these things made my life complete and being with Josh made me feel truly happy!
i walked downstairs to find Josh sitting at the kitchen table with a mug of coffee in his hand, reading over the song lyrics he just wrote.
i smiled and kissed his cheek, "morning!" i said as i opened the fridge to get the orange juice.
he smiled, "morning, did you sleep any better?" he asked as his smile widened
i giggled, "not really but with you beside me i felt alot safer!" i said as i sarted to poor a glass of orange juice...................,
to be continued........................., ( chapter 14 is coming soon)