as our love began to florish, i felt a warm sensation rush through my body!
i draw myself closer to his damp,bare chest, his passionate kisses make my body want more!
as the sun shines through the curtins, i can see his manly structure, shining off my radiant body! i kiss his forehead and head to the bathroom to freshen up!
when i come out i'm wearing a knee-high blue floral sun dress, ranibow striped knee socks and with my yellow high top converse!
i look at Josh, and i know he's thinking "damn girl!" with is mouth open drowling over me! i just giggle and shake my head.
he's dressed in his regular everyday outfit, dark skinny jeans, dressy button-up shirt, a red tie and his black high top converse! i looked at him with a smile and wrap my arms in his warm embrace! his tender, warm arms in mine held me close in his embrace, caressing my hair within his fingers!
on our way back to Vancouver, i sat on his lap watching the beautiful sunset over the horizon!
as we watched the sunset, Josh held me snug in a affectionate way. soon the ferry docked in Vancouver. we got in our car and contently made our way home!
i unlocked the door and tossed my keys onto the table, i pulled Josh close and let my gentle lips touch his passionatly. i gave him money for a taxi, so he could go set up for his next show.
he smiles and kisses my forehead, "love you!"
i kiss his lips and smile, "i love you too and good luck!"
when he leaves, i go upstairs to the bathroom. i pull out a clear blue digital pregnancy test, just to be on the safe side! after i test myself, i try it 2 more times just to be sure and stand there stund by the results.
i pick up the phone and dial Khessy's number, after 2 rings Khessy picks up the phone!
"Khessy, it's Stella!" i say in a hesitated voice
"hey Stella, is there something wrong?" she asks concerned
"me and Josh took a road trip together and.........., during our time in vegas we shared physical love together and......," i paused still i shock.
"and what?" she asked still concerned for me.
"well i tested myself 3 times on a pregnancy test and my results all read.................., i took a moment to breath.
"they all read pregnant and 2-3 days along!" i start to burst into tears.
"oh my god Stella!" she said in shock.
"how am i going to tell Josh this?" i ask concerned.
"tell him gently, at the right time so you don't surprise him to much!" she says in a hushed tone, then the phone goes silent and she gets disconnected!
i let my hand touch my abdomain where the baby's suppose to be and smile. i bite my lip, trying to imagine what our child would look like!
at this very moment, i realize a certin connection between me and the unborn baby. rubbing my abdomain and smiling!
but just the thought of me having to tell Josh about this, makes me quizzy!...............,
to be continued.......................(chapter 20 coming soon)