Never once did I ever regret loving him,
no matter how much danger I was in.
It was worth it. The smell of his breath,
the ice cold feel of his skin, the sweet
sensation of his lips. I couldn't keep sane.
The idiotic remarks from one monster to another,
the rivalry between them. Why does it have to be
this way? Why do I crave in inside... to become a
monster. Was it because of him? It was. I wanted
to stay with him forever. Will I give up humanity,...
to become a soul less monster (as Edward puts it),
and lose everyone I love, or loved in this world ...
because of him?
- J Vani