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An Essay by HPVM

Submitted:Oct 23, 2012    Reads: 160    Comments: 0    Likes: 1   

MY ex from like 4 years ago just called
me and now i cant sleep, this is pretty
much what i said.
I could not explain why we split up.......oh
no, yes i can lol, you cheated on me! Your
never know how much i loved you.....oh
wait yes you did!? I told you everyday! So
why cheat? You said it was an accident, i
know if i forgave you we would proberly be
together but as i explained to you, i hate
cheaters, i would never cheat and i
expected you to feel the same. You
promised me youd never cheat! Your
beautiful, smart, kind, fun and the mother
i wanted for my children......but you
cheated, you was one of three people
that really new me, you were one of three
people i fully trusted and you new it would
damage me and you still did it. I cant
forgive that. i miss you everyday, every
fucking day i think about you! Its made
me avaluate my life and killed me for
years. I loved you and you took that love
and pointed and laughed at it.....i know
your sorry but i made my mind up, i cant
lie to myself, your everything ive ever
wanted but the want is tainted. I miss
and love you still but can we just barely
be friends and i need people who care
about my feelings, take care, ill miss
I cant keep my tears back while i right
this, i dont know if her calling me was a
good idea, it brought everything back and
i cant help thinking if im making the right
choice......it was nice to hear her voice.


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