I'm afraid to crash into you. I can't become apart of you and you apart of me. You said you needed me. I'm afraid of that and am terrified of what that might really mean. I wont help but fall head over heels for you and you know it. Your hand floats out to me and your eyes twinkle when that smile shows me everything. For a moment I let the thought of us occupy my mind, and for a second, I felt complete.
"Take my hand."
My legs tremble and threaten to let me drop. A pain begins in my chest where my heart should be. The blood rushes in my veins like the rabbit in Alice in Wonderland. Are you my wonderland? I'm glaring at you, my forrbidden cure. You bend over me slightly and plant a single kiss on my forehead. The air becomes thick and dense.
I let my arms float up and around your neck. No, I can't. My hands clentch onto you, in your hair, on your back, even your neck. They won't let free as I shake against you, and I know I can't stop them from taking what they want. I feel your hot breathe against my ear and become numb.
"My savior," I mumble softly without thinking. It is too late to take it back, and your grip on my body tightens. I die in yours arms. This was that moment. The moment I would remember as death took me away. You lift me up and kiss me feverishly allover. Even your hand took one of my hands and brought it up to your pale pink lips for a passionate kiss.
I shutter. This couldn't be happening. I'm frieghtened, and fully alive. Oh god, please. You can't really feel this way for me because it is impossible. Your soft lips finally melt onto my own ...I gasp. The pressure drops with in me and leaves jolts of pure energy. I can't stop myself from this anymore. There is no more control over my heart, soul, and mind.
I feel my back hit against the cold stone wall and let my hands roam frantically everywhere as your's does. Our lips don't give to let us get air. All I can consume is your breathe and all I can taste is this sweetness. I'm doing the impossible. I am complete and lost in the vibrations.