There is reason.
-Snow is crackling cold. She took my heart, I think she took my soul-
Our laughter, a chime to my ears as each glance of you intoxicates me with sensability. Your humor, one that I admire the most for mines is dark and your is jokingly. The fear of touching you, but the devistation of it runs around in my thought filled head as we both smile graciously to our peaks.
" You're hilarious!"I say as we both continue to laugh unconditionally to each others laughter.
"Thanks,"Mat says shyly. His words like music in my head, each word a verse, each verse a song. I swallow as I stare carefully at his beautiful eyes that gently touch my soul with each sight. My eyes, dark and dead in its own structure, but his, lively and touching to me. My heart is racing, my hands sweating as Itry to calm myself down. Calm, just lay back and calm yourself.
"So, it's such a beautiful night tonight, freezing, but beautiful!"I say.
"Yeah, like you." My eyes widen at this compliment, the compliment of someone thatI grow more and more to when we talk.
"I'm not beautiful, but thank you."I quickly shoot myself down with my own gun as usual. I don't do this for attention, but it's what I believe.
"Seriously? You have to be one of the most beauitful creatures Iknow, don't doubt yourself for a second." His words, a poem itself as they touch my ears. I make myself comfortable next to him. He puts his hand on my lap and smiles. I look up at him, his daring smile, daring me to touch our lips, gently, but I can't, I don't want to be wrong in this little guessing game, but he dares himself. He moves closer to me, his hand on my thigh now.
"You uh, you are really an amazing guy,"I say breaking the silence, but he liked the silence. He moved himself even closer, my heart beating out my chest. Can he hear it? Soon, he touches his gentle, soft lips with my cheek, sending feelings throughout my body that I can't contain. Soon he makes his way to my other cheek. Iswallow hard, his hands slowly travel to my hands.He places them on top of mine, his soft hands interacting, slowly attracting me as each second goes by. His face to my face, his eyes matching my eyes, he leans in to me, to carefully kiss me on my lips. A soft kiss, one that trembles my lips and shakes my hands. Soon, the desperation of his kiss couldn't be help down by the ropes of fear any longer.I pull my head to his and catch his bottom lip asI kiss him. Soon, his mouth motions with mine as a soft kiss turns passionate. He goes deeper inside my mouth, feelings me, feeling him as the taste of him fills me up with every bit of warm feeling ever possible. I put my hand on the back of his neck and pull him closer to me as I didn't want to part from him. I wanted to taste him longer, taste his wet lips just a bit longer. As we both pull away, Ilook at him. Unable to speak I try to form words, but they didn't come out, they were held back by complete shock.
" I promise you, that you are the greatest girl I've ever touched."I smile.
"Come with me." I take him hands, take them carefully and guide him to my room. The freezing, cold night touching my feet as I guide him into my room. Iclose the door, lock it quickly and sit next to him. The love that seeks into me is unbareable to speak of at this moment. Soon, Ihold his hand and kiss his cheek. He touches the rim of my shirt, feeling it, unsure if he should dare to pull it off. I dare him, I dare him to take it off. I put his hands at the bottom of my shirt and help him pull it off of me.
-And it's coming closer-
I throw my shirt on the ground asI wrap my legs around him and sit on his lap. My uncomfortable feelings start to grow for I was afraid that he would see what's under this bra, if he would be pleased with my size or disappointed, if he prefered bigger of smaller. The fear of him even seeing my naked body screams at me. He'll see me naked, he'll see me naked, will he like what he sees, will he like it?I carefully glide my body off of him and cover myself.
"Is something wrong?Are we moving too fast?"He asks.
"No, no, it's just, uh, what if I'm not pretty under these clothes?" He rolls his eyes and takes my hand. He pulls me closer to him. He soon kisses around my ear, exciting me, the tickle of him close to my ear grows all over my body as it makes me want him more.I have never been this excited, alone, in almost total darkness with him.His touch, his touch like life itself for a dead girl like me. I soon slide off his shirt, he likes it when I touch his chest for he smiles when I do it. I lick my lips as he touches the rim of my jeans, playing with my waist with his fingers. He soon unbottons them and slides them off of me, revealing my panties, making me seriously feared. I swallow as I pull off his pants slowly. The beats of my heart, skipping, racing, daring me to breathe. I put my hand on his chest, over his heart and feel his racing heart, daring him as well. I smile as he slide his hands down my back and up again.He touches the hook of my bra and looks up at me. I nod and smile as I help him unhook it. Please love my size, please love my size, I scream to myself! As the hook is unlatched, he places the bra on the ground, fearing that I don't want him to touch me, but I do. I want him to feel me. I take his hands to my breasts to feel me all around. His soft hands, touching my almost naked body, eats me alive. Soon, he was to my panties, nerves race, nerves racing, who will win? He slowly pulls them off as Ilay against the bed. He slides his body over top of me, kissing me deeply. I kiss him, kissing his neck and his lips, tasting him, he tastes like a never metling icecream that I want to lick up until no end.
-Showing no mercy, I'd do it again-
Soon, I take off his underwear and smile at him. My breasts to his chest, my lips to his lips, our hands intertwined forever. He kisses me deep asI hold his back closer to me. The kisses become orgasmic as I arch my back. Suddenly, I hear rain outside, the storming rain comes crashing down as we are safe inside.
-Skies are blinking at me.I see a storm bubbling up from the sea. And it's coming closer-
Soon, at the perfect moment, he slowly pushes himself inside me, making me grasp the bed as I roll my head back. Each time he slowly pushes inside me, was pleasurable in every way. Our pants, like music of the night to the natural sounds outside. He moans and I smile at it. Afraid to moan I keep myself in panting. He carefully kisses my cheek, my neck, my lips, my breasts as each injection is like pleasure to the mind. Listening to his moaning and pants was like sex itself, the rest was like sex on fire. It was intense, our paces became faster as he motions himself faster with me, faster. My heart beating fast, my head screaming love, bang, bang, goes my heart, his warmth, my warmth matching as each injection become simply orgasmic. Soon, I could feel myself reaching a pleasure climatic peak as we grow faster and faster. I touch the back of his soft hair and swallow hard as we both reach our climatic end. The greatest orgasm ever known to man. As we both catch some air into ourself, I kiss his soft lips as his warmth becomes one with me, embracing me. He lays next to me and reaches to my ear with his lips.
-Do you think of me?Where am I now?Baby where do I sleep?-
"I love you,"He says in my ear. The words play in my head, dance once more as he kisses my neck.
"Then don't ever leave me because I love you." We both smile as he wraps his arms around me, touching me once more, feeling me, making me feel alive. Sex, the greatest sex ever, sex on fire, sex on intensity, sex with a lover, sex! The first with someone Ilove, the most pleasurable of all, I don't want it to end.
"I won't leave you."
"Good. Please don't make this night end, make it last forever, please."
-And it's coming closer-
I smile wide and feel him. The greatest night of my life, of course has to end sooner or later, but in the morning, we'll do it again, we'll do it differently, we'll do it even more sexually, we'll do it forever. I smile off into the night for there is life in me once more. I know this was the greatest. I know for sure. I know.