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I was having a bad day and this is what i wrote in my diary...i thought it was pretty good.

Submitted:Jun 11, 2013    Reads: 13    Comments: 0    Likes: 0   

I always seen it coming I just didn't want to put the thought in my head. The day came too fast for me to realize the truth. But somehow it's found it's way in my head through all the tears. My hopes, dreams, and love all shattered. Depression has once again found it's way in and I'm sure that it won't leave this time. I've always tried to look past this day adn now that;s it's here...I just can't believe it. I mean, all the love and for what? For it all to go to waste and get replaced with depression. He thinks I'm fine if I send him a simple smiley face but even an emoticon can't show what I feel. Anger, sorror, confusion, and depression. They say everyoone goes through it but im just so tried of going through it over and over again. And for what?

He should've told me before someone got hurt. I'm hurt now and I can't be healed from the scars he left behind. I can't cover them with smiles and laughs, just an emoticon but that's a lie too. Everyone is suppose to have a happy ending...so why is all my stories becoming nightmares? I've always told myself to look on the bright side of things but now I'm scared that if I look on the bright side I'll get hurt again. I'll get hurt and have another scar to add to my collection of sorrow and depression. There's nothing left for me to do but cry but even my tears can't wash away all the pain that has built up like a wall of memories. The memories of my sorrow...


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