I walked up to the platform, stepping up to the mike. I looked at
all the people in the crowd and took a deep breath.
"Kaya was my best friend, we'd known each other since we were 11
years old. She was the first person to talk to me when I arrived.
The first time we met, I was stood alone in the playground, just
kind of awkwardly standing there. But then I looked up and saw
this redhead marching up to me, she stopped right in front of me
and said 'from now on we're going to be friends'. I laughed
nervously. "And she was right from that day we'd been friends,
everyone was her friend. She was kind, loving and beautiful. She
connected with people in ways I can't understand. She made every
day count, always having some kind of adventure planned because
as she used to say 'enjoy every day because you never know when
it will be your last'." Tears slowly rolled down my face. "Now
Kaya might be gone but she will forever be in our memories. I
love you Kaya, rest in peace". With that sentence, I broke down,
tears flooding from my eyes, loud sobs escaping my lips.
I walked off the platform while everyone clapped. Why the hell
would you clap at a time like this? It's a funeral, someone's
dead for gods sake. I need to get out of here.
Instead of taking my seat I kept walking forward, straight out of
the main doors. The cold air whipped me in the face, aah British
weather, this would normally irritate me but today it was quite
refreshing. I took in a deep breath, trying to calm down. I sat
on a step while I tried to regain composure.
People began making out of the church to the cemetery across the
road, completely ignoring my presence. I watched as her coffin
was carried out and laid next to a big hole in the ground. The
priest began speaking, while guilt washed through me. They began
to lower the coffin into the ground. At that moment I hated
myself, it should be me in that coffin, I deserve it. You want to
know why? Because I killed her. I killed my best friend.
*I will take constructive critism but please dont be too harsh.*
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